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a post before leaving.

seriously, aku rasa mcm malas je untuk esok. hahah.

the fact that i have to go there in the morning makes me super lazy.
why pj must be far far away from my home. -_-"
and i'm gonna be there for 2 weeks.
doakn for me yaa! :D


yeah, i'm done with packing! tggal ltak selimut, perfume, pncuci muka n slipar tndas. haha. :))

p/s :  i just can't believe that i'm gonna be one of the sisters for ta'aruf week. 0.0

SEE YA AFTER 2 WEEKS GUYS!

nice blogger award.

wahhh! trimas ya cik najihah krana mmberi award ini. sye sgt tharuu. :D

muah muah! haha. 

ouhh. ade tag. :)

~Apa yang bermain di fikiran korang?

 -pasal lusa. kene jadi committee ntok smbot freshi di pj. sgt nervous. hoho.

~3 orang yang awak sayang?

 -♥family.

 -♥frens.
 -♥si dia. 

~panggilan untuk Si Dia?

 -nama yg dikurniakn oleh parentsnyaa! :D

~hadiah yang diimpikan dari orang istimewa

 -dpt cute stuffed toys pon jadi la. :D

  hoho.

~blog mana yang korang suka visit

-ouhh. banyak! aku lg prefer blogger yg suke post dgn caranye trsendiri. :)

~tag 15 blogger bertuah

- 15 ? banyakk nyaaa. haha. nnt i tag yaa. ;) wink!

teet.

REFRESH

think again.

you have to act fast,

or you might end up getting a negative side effects.

i'm still young.

i'm still learning.

my journey is still far away. yet, lots of things i have to learn. in oder to cope with life. to prepare myself for future. i don't mind what other people's think. as long i didn't do anything wrong.

maybe, i can't see what other people sees.

maybe, i can't spot the errors that i did.

maybe, i'm just a plain pathetic person.

reason post ni ?

entahlah. aku sangat blur.

ray of light.

Ano hi kara zutto
Nakanai to kimete kita kedo
Itami o kasanete mo
Nanika o yurusezu ni ita

Mou modorenai ikutsumo no hibi
Boku wa mada nani mo dekizu ni
Kimi no ita kioku no kakera
Mata hitotsu kiete yuku

Kyou yori motto
Tsuyoku naritai
Kono koe ga itsuka todoku you ni

Arukitsuzukete
Kaze ga yandara
Kimi o sagashite sora miageru yo
Yoake no saki ni hikari ga sasu yo

Kono mune no dokoka
Tojikometeta hazu no koto mo
Ima nara sukoshi dake
Wakaru you na ki ga shita

Doko made mo tsuzuiteku michi
Atarashii keshiki ga fuete mo
Kimi wa mou doko ni mo inai
Tada toki ga sugiru dake

Kyou yori motto
Tsuyoku naritai
Yatto mitsuketa omoi no tame ni

Namida no tsubu ga
Ame ni natte mo
Kawarazu hikaru hoshi miageru yo
Nagareru kumo ga irozuiteku yo

Ki ga tsukeba boku wa mata
Otona ni natteku kedo
Ima de mo wakaranai koto bakari de
Sore de mo tooi sora no kanata ni wa
Tsunagaru to shinjiteru

Kyou yori motto
Tsuyoku naritai
Kono koe ga itsuka todoku you ni

Arukitsuzukete
Kaze ga yandara
Kimi o sagashite sora miageru yo
Yoake no saki ni hikari ga sasu yo
Niji ga kakaru yo

Since that day
I decided to never cry
But even if I piled on the pain
There was something I couldn’t forgive

In the many days I can’t return to anymore
I still can’t do anything
Another fragment of memories with you
Is disappearing

I want to become stronger
Than I am today
So that my voice will reach you someday

If I keep on walking
And the wind stops
I’ll look up at the sky, searching for you
Light will beam out ahead of dawn

Something that I should’ve locked up
Somewhere in my chest-
Now I feel like
I understand it a little

On the road continuing on endlessly
Even if there are more new scenes
You no longer exist anywhere
Only time simply passes by

I want to become stronger
Than I am today
For the sake of my thoughts I finally found

Even if my teardrops
Turn into rain
I’ll look up at the stars shining unchanged
The drifting clouds will turn colorful

When I realize it
I’m growing up again
But even now, there’s nothing but things I don’t understand
Nevertheless, at the yonder of the distant sky
I believe we’ll be connected

I want to become stronger
Than I am today
So that my voice will reach you someday

If I keep on walking
And the wind stops
I’ll look up at the sky, searching for you
Light will beam out ahead of dawn
A rainbow will appear

nakagawa shoko, ray of light.

nervous breakdown ?

i don't know about you.

but i think i'm having a nervous breakdown just now.

the next thing i know, i broke into tears.

and all the problems came to my mind at the same time.

trust me, u can find no fun.

but it's better than PTSD n MADD (that is more vain)

haha.

okay2. the truth is, it's been a tough month recently. a lot's of things happen.

how i wish i want to busy myself with assignments and homeworks.

who says having a straight 3-month holidays can make u clear off ur minds. ?

haha.

okay okay. fullstopp!

woahhh finally !

huuu!

for the first time !! i'm succed in baking ALONE !

haha. no umi's help. :)

wallah my chocolate chip cookie brownie . :)

hoho.

____ ?

well, things turned out to be normal again.

or not ?

hmm. malas nk pikir. so, let's just put that thing away.

even better.

a lovely post just for u.

i thought my misery going to an end.

again, i was wrong.

i can't believe that you will do this to me.

how come u acting like that without asking me anything ?

without further explanation ? can't u wait ?

come on, u are older than me. can't u be more matured ?

i guess u really hating me for a long time.yes, i can see it from long time ago. but i denied myself, i'm being optimistic, thinking that is the way u treated other people.

but now, i can see clearly what u really feel towards me. thanks for being honest indirectly.

i am really2 appreciated that.

lucky me i have her. yes, she understand me better than u. and guess what ? she's younger than u, yet she thinks like a matured person. she seeks explanation before deciding anything. that is how smart people manage their life. and not by declaring war.

i beg u, please use your common sense.

and ask yourself,

-who am i to you ?

-why u don't have the guts to ask me ?

-why u simply ran away from this problem ?

-why u can't think any better resolution for this small matter ?

and,

-am i a perfectly 100% an outsider in your life ?

so, think again.

p/s : dear, readers. don't worry, it is just another crap post from me to someone who i 'loved' (past tense) very much. and obviously not u my dear frens. ;) wink!

a bit of this. a bit of that.

esok ade speaking muet, yet i'm still on9-ing n watching taiwanese drama series. 0.0

just now, the whole salak tengah area went blackout for nearly one hourrr!

luckily my dad decided to get out from house to mcD (reason : there got aircond)

haha.

and the most pathetic part is,

the blackout incident happened right when i'm frying my mini black pepper beef popiahs!!

i was just about to look at my mini popiahs weather already cooked or not, and hey presto! there goes out the light! T.T

i'm panicked. i ran to my room to get hold my handset, cause i was desperately want to look at my mini popiahs!

but then, being a human with no night vision like any other animals do, failed me to get a hold my handset.

then, my tantrum started to controlled myself.

thanks to my dad, he brings torch light. Alhamdulillah my mini popiah turned out to be very delicious.

hoho.

this blackout gonna make me remember for a long time. -_-"

and remember that i mentioned about having scandals(plural) ?

duhh. i'm joking okaay! i like having friends. but not boyfriendss!

it's normal to play jokes around. so don't take it seriously folks.

speaking about friends..

i do make a lot of friends lately. and they are really2 nice. =]

nice to meet you guys.

n sara, jgn merepek lg. haha.

i miss my big sis. i miss my cuzzie back in singapore. i miss my iium's dormmates. i miss him.

okaay. fullstopp!

keje yg da lame tsimpan. -_-

TAG FIRST OLEH TKOZA.

tag ni, aku da buat 2 kali. so tanak kne kejar ngan kayu pnjang kene la buat. kan tkoza ?? :D

1) Adakah anda rasa anda hot?

sangat! smpai kene gune air-cond. '___'


2) Upload wallpaper PC/laptop yang anda guna sekarang!

3) Cerita pasal gambar.

inspired by romeo x juliet. haha. romantik kan? kan ? :)

4) Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

last month. 0_0


5) Lagu terakhir anda dengar?

hujan - mencari konklusi


6) Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini

chatting bsama kwn2.

7) Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?

naima, cely, sal, wawa, siti, cellwall. :I

8) Tag lagi 8 orang.

aku mau stopkan tag ini di sini. :I


16) Berikan 5 yang anda tahu tentang orang yang men-tag anda.

-suka bubur lambok umi. :)

-kuat mkn.

-tp keping jugak.

-talk-active

-the only school-mate yg same course. :I

17) Persamaan antara kambing dan lembu

dua2 mkn rumput.

18) Perasaan anda buat tag ini.

empty..

19) Adakah anda tahu si Rizman itu sengal.
siapakah Rizman o_O

20) Gay or les?

straightt!

TAG YG KEDUA OLEH WAN SYAAA! :D

1. How tall should he be?
-170++ ? :D haha.

2. What hair colour should he have?
- the ori colour. i don't like the fake ones.

3. What kind of personality should he have?
- happy go lucky! but have the reflection of a leader himself. ;)

4. Older or younger?
- sebaya pn okay jugak.

5. What film actor should he most be like?
- any hot korean actors

6. What singer should he most be like?
- any japanese, korean n taiwanese singer. hahaa

7. Do they need to cook?
- of coss. nnt kite pntang dye masakkn. :D

8. What is his best body part?
- abs!! :D

9. What car should he drive?
- anything n absolutely not toyota.

10. What one thing completely turns you on?
- haha, idk yet. :))

11. Who was the guy on your mind when you were doing this survey?

- haha. my husband-to-be

12. Tag people to do this survey too.

sape 2 je la yg nak buat. da malas nk tag2 ni. hoho.