Tuesday, September 28, 2010

guys.

later i'll update. 

i have a lots lots lots of stories to tell! :DDDDDD

just wait for me yaa! 

Saturday, September 25, 2010

last option.

aku dh ckp kalau dtgnye pms aku. aku emosi. -_-"

i can't deny the fact that i am a weirdo sometimes, i don't know why ?
*curious*

like just now, aku terasa sebenarnye.
kalau nk ajak aku. jgn rase serba salah bru ajak. ajak aku sebab aku tanye nak pergi mane, then serba salah nk ckp. lepas tu bincang2 bru ajak aku. dude, u taking wrong step here. aku paham niat baik korang.. but from my point of view, no need ask me if ada terbit rase serba salah dlm jiwa korang. i'm not that desperate. thanks. don't worry, aku dh biasa sorang2. bak kate dormmate aku, kalo mati nnt pon sorang jgak. (no offense)

tu sbb tadi, kwn aku tu ajk aku malas la nk pergi. sbb aku tau dye serba salah sbenanye. niat dye baik. aku tau. but like i mentioned before, i am a weirdo sometimes. aku boleh hidup walaupon aku sendiri. sebab aku dh puas mnangis dulu. worthless. paranoid ? a bit. susah aku nk percaya org.

sebab aku selalu terkena, bila aku rase mcm aku dah rapat dgn org tu. mcm ngam gile dgn org tu, last2, takde ape2 pon. all i can say is, 'ouch'.

kn aku da ckp, aku mudah emosi kalo dtg season dye.

bkn nk ckp aku bajet, tp aku trase mcm aku ni, kalau dh takde sape2 bru ajak aku. like I is the LAST OPTION. i hate to think it like that. sebab ape aku react mcm ni ?
because, most of the time people will seek me as the LAST OPTION.

jarang. jarang sgt org ajk aku yg first. or maybe tak de? entah.
kalau serba salah, no need to ask me. at least, let me happy with the way my life is.

pelik kan aku ni ?

Friday, September 24, 2010

oh tidakk!



exam ptg ni, tp aku tak bace ape2 lg. -_-"

Thursday, September 23, 2010

wooot wooot!

jakun gla aku update blog pakai phone! Ahahahahahahahahaha! Ok bye.

Monday, September 20, 2010

._.

well, the day after tomorrow my final begins. 

seriously, too much mood for raya, it seems there is no mood left for final. i hate that feeling! 
ya Allah, help me setting my mind back to final mode. amin~

aish, why i miss u soo much ?


random pikcas.

 


well. get the picture?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

a bit of this and a bit of that.

err, still in mood raya. 

to tell u the truth, i'm kindda all out for the past few days. huu. bak kate adik aku tadi, maseng2 sume da lembik. 
penaat. -_-" 

semalam punye semalam, 
umi ckp, mkn2 biase je. kite2. skali hamek kau. org sume da tukar bju lawa2, aku tak tukar2 lg sbb dok settlekan kat dapor. -_-" 
*it's like another kenduri or something, seriously!* 

then, yesterday i went to my long lost fren's open house. standard la raya. 
to think back, umi seldom give me permission to go my fren's house, especially yg jauh dr rumah, but she approved! SHE APPROVEDD! O_O 
haha. 
since my sister are here, so i decided to bring them along jalan2. from nilai to kl sentral (ktm) n from kl sentral to setiawangsa (lrt), then my fren fetched us at the station. 
(aku ade bhenti kat klcc jap, amek ticket. adek2 aku nk sgt tgok piranha. -_-) 
bila da naik kreta. borak2 same2. ye la lame tak jumpaa kot. 

smpai kat rumah die. damn, her house is soo super duper cool. 
*they got a lift inside their house* 
aku sgt terdiam. tak tau nk ckp ape. trase kerdil je kat situu. huu. 
and the foods. sedap gile. *tapi segan, so end up mkn sikit* 

ahaha. tak puas lepak di rumah beliau. sbb movie start 2:20 pm 
jd nk tak nk tpakse la pi klcc cpat2. thanks again to my fren, die hanta kami ke station balek. 
thanks gegile. :)

smpai klcc dlm pkul 3. 

and fyi, for the first time, yesterday, i met him. 
sebelum ni selalu tak jadi, tp smalam betul2 jumpa. 
ni la susah kalo da jumpe skali, mesti nk lagi. ahhh! D: 
hahaha. 

awk, tak pendek pon. ok je le. ape la. 

jd da tggu org tu dtg, tros bgegas masok tgok piranha. 

aku benci cite tuu! urghhh. haha. brutal okay. another bloody movie. 



Thursday, September 16, 2010

kronologi raya

well, my final is next week, but it seems my mind won't operate with studying during raya. sigh~

ya Allah, mintak2 lah aku dpt blajar dgn tenang lpas ni. amin!

hahahaha. oh yeah aku tak cite pon raya aku mcm mne, just letak gamba je kann ?

awesome <- that's the word describing my raya this year!

RAYA FIRST!

-mcm bese, raya kat jementah dlu. salam bak, umi, atok. nenek. gemuk? did i mentioned that i sent gemuk to the pet shop nearby (sepang) while we at jementah. *mcm hanta asrama la. haha*
ksian gemuk, muka cuak sume ade, die ingat kami nk lelong die kot. AHAHAHA. tp takpe, ade ramai kwn die kat situ. sume gebu2 okeh, smpai bulu tutup mata. -_-"
err, kite troskan dgn crita raya first aku.
mcm aku ckp tadi mcm bese je. kemas2, tlg masak n layan org dtg braya. hoho. *dpt duit raya skali*
and tahun ni drang plan nak amek gamba ramai2. hoho. aku rase last amek gamba  ramai2 time djh 3 dlu. huu. ancient.
and then we went beraya around jementah, jengok tok uda, tok lang, and tok hussin.
*no duit raya* i didn't expect one pon, since aku da besa kan. lgpon kalo aku mintak dpt singgit je pon. better save it for my lil cousin yg lain.
yg paling lawak time braya ni, sesat. -_-"
dh lan muke confident je masok lorong jalan, skali sume rumah cine je. O_O
then da masok lorong betul dok masok salah rumah. confident je maseng2 bukak kasot bg salam bagai.
naseb cepat perasan. kalo tak agknye dah duduk n kunyah kuih dh. >.<" MALU  GILEE!
rupenye umah kat seblah. tu pon tade org. huu. jd kami pon balek. since nk dekat maghrib.
mlm tu tak pi mane2, just dok tgok tv lyn 'jgn pndg blakang congkak' boleh lah. AHAHA
and aku ikot ibu n ayah balek segamat. bermalam di sanaa.

that's for my first raya.

RAYA KEDUA!

err, segamat ke jementah ke dua2 tempat aku kne tlg buat keje.
kalo ibu da bising2 pagi2 tu, baik bgun. aku dh tak sggup dengar sumenye. huu.
so like usual, dok tlg ibu di dapor, yg len dok kemas rumah. sbb umi n bak nk braya umah ibu pd hari tsebut.
disebbkn kalot ibu sgt emosi ari tuu.
layan je le. -_-

*why ade bak, umi then sape plak ibu n ayah ni? mane dtg adik2 n kakak plak, kate ank sorang ?*
agknya itukah yg sdang brmain di fikiran korang ?
hahaha. just wild guess.
aku ni ank angkat pd mak long n pak long aku sndiri (mreka tiada ank, so they take me instead) which i called them bak n umi, lgpon drang dh jage aku since usia aku seminggu lagi. sah2 la dh mcm ank sendiri. ibu n ayah pulak is my biological mother n father. so does kakak, biela, ain n ajid, they are my biological siblings.
so, jgn tkjut kalo aku ckp aku ade adek bradek. haha. i have two family. :) yeay me!
and not to forget gemuk is my dear cat. she is also part of the family. kan gemuk ? hee.

ha, continue.
oh yeah lpas mkn maseng2 tgok nanny mcPhee 2.
lawak gile okay bile scene babi mnari2 n terbang bagai. AHAHAH.
hey, aku tak mncarut, sile tonton dn anda akn paham. hoho.
lpas tu rilek2 jap. then pi braya umah cho, ayah anjang n umah cik tun.
*dpt duet raye beb* alhamdulillah. ahem.
ahahaha.

aku bmalam di segamat lg mlm tu.
smpai je umah, aku ajk ajid tgok senario the movie smpai habes.
lawaknye adik aku sorang ni, dye soh temah smpai dpan pintu bilik n tak kasi tutup pintu selagi dye tak naik ats katil dye. *siap susun bantal dulu bru lepaskn aku* AHAHAHA
haih, adik laki aku sorang ni.

RAYA KETIGA!

still mnolong di dapor. sbb jangka ramai akn dtg.
tp lain yg kite expect lain org plak yg dtg.
yg kite dok tggu tu tak jadi pulak.

adat braya.

haha. hari tu, pagi, tghhari n mlm mkn nasi impit. -_-
tgok cite ong bak3 plak dgn ajid. (ayah yg nk tgok ._.)
cite tu bohong gile okay. -_-"

lpas tu aku tak puas tgok movie, aku ajk tgok sydney white!
cite ni best, sile anda tgok ya.
tp asl nk tgok je kne pause la stop la sbb org dtg. cis.
tp hasil ksabaran kami, dpt tgok smpai habes. ahahaha.

mlm tu aku balek jementah balek. err, kami belot ayah skejapm mlm tu kami pi McD. ahahahaha.
jemu mkn nasi impit. first dh plan nk pi secret recipe yg bru bukak tuu. tp tak sempat jd kami men cekau je la mne cepat. itupon batak McD dlm kete. akk aku yg slalu speed tu jd pmandu yg bhemah mlm tu. hahaha. ni kalau ajid tau kami batak McD mesti mrajuk tak nk ckp seminggu. ahahaha.

n then kami hapuskan bukti2 dgn mmbuang smpah dulu n basoh tangan kasi wangi. siap pakai sanitizer ok.
hahaha.

dh smpai main mercun. agknye sbb dh lame tak main. jd mcm budak2 pulak mlm tu.
(bapak budak lagi mngalahkan kami mlm tu) ahaha. ntahlah aku rase mcm puas je raya taun ni. :D

dh habes bdn bau bunga api n mercun. kami rilek. ayh , ibu sume balek segamat.
aku stay jementah je mlm tu.

RAYA KEEMPAT!

tak buat ape2. just packing2. nk balek umah dh. penat. n amek gemuk kat kedai. ahaha, bgetar2 ekor tak henti2! :3
mkn McD lg ri tu. -_-

RAYA KELIMA!

braya umah auntie sabah n kak ina je kat shah alam. :)
mlm tak buat apa2.

RAYA KEENAM!

dok tlg umi masak rendang tok, kuah kacang n serunding ikan.
tgok amirul n muaz dok bgadoh ngan budak kampong. aku tak tau nk stopkn  mreka jd aku panggil uncle nami teros. *bygkan kayu raket badminton boleh patah!* ntah dye hentak sape la tu. O_O
tgok tv je mlm tu, cite susuk.
aku tak paham cite tsebut. -_-

pling lawak time ni, rasyid (2 tahun stgh) tgh kejot abgnya muaz (djh 2) (drang dtg saje lepak2)
muaz malas bgun, respon rasyid : tak nk bangun sudah.
AHAHAHAH! aku tak tau la mne dye blajar.

RAYA KETUJUH!

iyaaa, itulah hari ini. bgasak kemas umah vaccum n mop bagai.
sebab org jementah n segamat nk dtg btandang. hoho.

 

current duit raya : RM432.00

haha. ni aku nk simpan ntok mase depan. :D


ok da tak tau nk taip ape. bye.

Monday, September 13, 2010

raya? thumbs up.

phew. finally! i'm home.
penat but it's worth it. i think this year raya kindda fun. :)

so let's begin the pikcas!


style tak nenek aku ltak chandelier kat rumah kayunyaa? :D 
ahahaha. 


 

aksi sblum photoshoot bramai2. :)



kami semua. 
(tapi uncle nami n cik lie n the gang tak dtg lg. -_-)


 

ajid, bak, umi n me. :)



atas: kakak, ein, biela, me
bawah: ayah, ajid n ibu

kami sepupu sepapat. :p

 

aksi ibu n ayah di lokasi photoshoot romantik ntok suami isteri.


photoshoot : passed!  

 

di depan rumah nenek.  




 

ajid mesti nak cekik aku kalo dye tau aku ltak gmba ni. ahahaha! 

 

aku tertumpah krepek kat rumah org. cis ade org snap. -_-


 
aksi kakak dn adek avatar.


 
cucu sume bising yet atok bole tdo dgn peacefully. jeles. 

 

bungaa api!


 

:DDD


 

zharif dh besaaa! ;) 


hahaha, yeah i do enjoy my raya this rayaa. kami gila okay. oh yeah aku akhiri post ni dgn gamba aku yg last skali. :)


  batak mcD ngan adek2 n kakak semalam. >.<

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

raya raya raya raya rayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

 

sebelum aku balik kampung, kat sini aku ingin mngucapkan selamat hari raya n maap zahir dn batin okay. 

kalo pape salah, sorry la sgt2. ;) wink!

dedicate to my, 

family (obviously la kan!)
 friends (tmasoklah sekolah, tadika, etc..etc..)

ouh yeah! to my classmates, ini khas dr ex-class rep anda! X3

haha, have a safe journey back to your kampung. 

happy raya!

i hate to admit.

truth always bitter. okay, maybe not always, sometime.

i'm always afraid to face the truth. i don't know why. it seems that i can't accept the truth whole heartedly.
yes, i'm fat. i know.
but it is so difficult to admit about it. as if i have to swallow big thing for admitting it.


we can't be perfect, since all human is not perfect, but at least we can try be perfect.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

tak sabar dh kot ?


ni extra. tempting kannnnnnnnnnn? 



bru je lpas tlg umi buat cornflakes madu. tgn ni pon bau lg haa. ahahaha. puasa2. ish.

fun part about gemuk today,

gemok: *golek2 dpan pintu dapor*
bak: gemok, jgn ngade2 eh. td bru lpas mkn nk mkn lg ?
gemok: meow~
bak: kang hantar ke palestine bru tau? bak pos gemok nak?
gemok: ...
bak: hantar ke palestine bru tau naseb. hmph.

AHAHAHAHAHAH, tu la bnyk songeh  sgt. tros tmenung diam2. X3

ouh yeah, nak dekat raya dahhhhhhhhhhhhh! dekat dah wehhhhhhhhh! ahaha. ok dh takde point. bye.

my bju kurung for raya. :)

Sunday, September 5, 2010

aaron aku jelous okay.

finally, i'm home. :)

after watch the fourth session of the performances, bak came and took me home.

and like always, gemuk waiting for me at the front gate. :3

to be honest, aaron's group was superb.
gile killer okay performance mereka.
JELESSS!

ahaha. congrats kamu2 semua ya, krana sudah tamat sgala kerja. :)

bye.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

finally.

first of all, thanks milin, anys, wan sya, athirah, syaziera n izzah.
for rehearse like there's no today. ahahahaha. i enjoyed it.

sbgai ketua aku sgt tharu dn ingin mnagis. huu.

bayangkn dh 2 mlm aku tak tdo. my eyes like kungfu panda. O_O
and fyi smlam aku n anys sahur pkul 10 mlm. just imagine punye la awl sahur sbb pikir dh tak mkn2 dh lpas tuu. dok rehearse jeeee.

last2, ttdo pkul 5 tbabas smpai pkul 7. (alhamdulillah sempat solat subuh)

pi sem hall pon dlm pkul 9 lbih. grup tkoza dh start dhh.
ntok grup beliau aku tk dpt tnye sgt, sbb aku tk tgok dr awal. cm paham tak paham la.
but i like the bread seller scene. ahahaha! X3

then lpas tu turn grupp daku plaaak.

alhamdulillah, ok lah.
tp bile part aku jd illusion uh, serious wehh, time tuu dh laa tutup mata sparoh sbb nk cepatt!
dak2 ni bole bantai gelakk plakkkkkkk!
naseb la ade purdah tuuu, kalau tak mmg aku gelak gile2 la kannnnnnnnnnnnn!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA

pueh le aku dok tahan.

dh la lpas tu depa dok critic attack mcm nk tikam org. -_-

tp aku rase session kite best weh attack orgg! ptg td, sume dok baik2 je. ._.

esok aku balek. lpas tgok sume performance la tapi.
miss ajk teman. :D

can't wait.

p/s: sori ahh tade gamba sbb aku malas gile nk amekkk! hmm, i bet my fren nnt tag kat fb kot.

Friday, September 3, 2010

err..hmm

since ank2 buah aku dh squatting kat dorm aku smalam, today i have to squat at theirs. T.T

serius sayu. yeah i know the fact that i went back home almost every week, and i assume i can stand to stay a bit longer. well, i guess after watching people packing their bags, and salam2 membuatkn aku lg nak balik rumahh!

i know, sikit je lg. but it seems lambatnye masa nk lalu. O_O
hmm, sabar je la sikit. sabarr sabarrr!

ouh yeah, looking at the other group practice smpai nk tmuntah n costume, props hebat2 bagai. nervous okaay!
but whatever it is, aku dh tak tdo 2 malam.

all the best guys!

and anak buah, jum fightin ya. insya-Allah.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

ily A-1-12. :)


*budak2 dorm tgh nyanyi lagu balik kampung, hari raya n nasyid bagai~*

alhamdulillah, the only words that can explains my day. :)
alhamdulillah, aku dh siap semua assignment.
alhamdulillah, aku dh amek notes kat kdai G.I td.
alhamdulillah aku dh kenyang.
alhamdulillah aku dpt dorm aku ni. :)

after persuade them to have a big event for our dorm, yela kan lepas ni bile la lagi?
so bincang punye bincang hari ni la kami adakn makan besar n bsuka riaa!
(even our musyrifah sggup tak pi kelas td. ahem) hahahahah!

kami hadap nasi tomato and aym merah + root beer + vanilla ice cream + chocolate indulgence + cute goody bag = the big smile on everyone's face. :D

solat jemaah satu dorm okaaay! haha. dorm dulu tak semeriah ni la. mgkin sbb kami sikit kot, jd sume layan, takde la gap sgt. hoho. gonna miss them a lot.

smalam bile syapiqq dok ckp pasal kad raya, aku pon tdetik nk beli kad raya ntok satu dorm.
sbb aku rase syg kat drang n tak tau bile nk jumpe lg kot lpas ni. jd that's the way i my memory for them. at least they will remember me as one of their dormmates.
kalau aku kucing dh dok bgetar kot ekor aku ? hahaha. XD

aku suka semua bnda dlm sem ni. SE RI US.


selamat hari raya. :D 
hahahah!