so, it's a goodbye.

2010 huh. 

a lots of things happened. as if macam nak tahun ni jugak la nk bagi aku rasa. HAHAH. 

bak: cepat masa lalu kan? dh selamat masok gombak, kang sat lg ko dh habeh degree. beh tu, dh keje. beh tu, dh kawen. beh tu, aku dh ade cucu. 

HAHAHA.  moga tahun depan lebih baik dr tahun yg sudah lepas. insya-Allah. amin ya rabba-alamin. :')

bye2 'nineteen'. hello 'twenty'. 

tiba - tiba aku nak menaip..

kindda not in the mood tonight, and realy i don't know why. no, it's not mood swing. it was like mood less(err, wujud ke?) to be exact. hoho.

just now, the boys 'parading' on their motorcycle around uia, and i've seen it with my own eyes at my compartment's window. excited pasal kemenangan malaysia lah tu. so, congrats malaysia. :)

actually, that is not what i really want to post right now.

tadi, one of my friend texted me and asked, how to survive in a long distance relationships.
bukannya apa, dia risau apa2 boleh jadi, jauh la katekan. dia kat sana, kita kat sini.

aku ni, nak kata hebat, jauh lagi.. still trying to understand how actually life is. haha.

oh well, i'm also in the long distance relationship geng. so, i sort of understand how my dear friend actually felt, and it also took me 18 months to meet my encik gula since we started dating. SE RI US.

aku tak macam pasangan kekasih yg lain, kalau boleh nak dating hari2 kan. haha.
no offence, tapi aku prefer long distance, because at least i can control and i know the limits. bagi aku laaa, kalau korang okay dekat2. suke hati janji terkawal. haha. chill2. like seriously, is not like the end of the world kau tak dapat jumpa dia. -__-" (ceh, cakap lebih. aku paham korang suffer mcm mane. seksa. hahaha.)
and yang paling penting, biar tak jumpa selalu skarang, nnt dh sah ha kau nak tatap, tatap la muka aku puas2. HAHAH. baru manis. better save the best for the last.

tapi mcm biasa, everything has it's own pros and cons.
kalo long distance relationships ni, mmg kesetiaan, and kepercayaan korang tercabar. serious aku seriouss!
just face it.

ape yg mampu buat, ikhtiar, tawakkal and berdoa. Allah knows best.

nasihat yg the best yg boleh aku kasi. :)


 

mood : rainbow.

i don't know how many times i'm falling in love with you.

and words really can't describe how happy i am.

cheers!

p/s: thanks girls! aku mmg enjoy gilaa okay. hehehehe.
      and thanks encik gula. ily ;)

a moment to remember.

i don't know how to write this feelings into words. it's hard to explain.

i'm just soo shocked, that i became speechless.

drama.drama.

too much in mind. i guess?

just got back from cafe. (area taman yg ade bangku2 to be exact)
i just can't stand the mosquito, they kept biting me. and they did it roughly. HAHAH. ok that is not funny. it hurts like hell. kaki aku skang dh mcm apa. macam2 parut ade. AHHHH. stress.

well, i decided to not go home this week, sebab mcm takde motif je nak balik rumah. err, bukan aku tak rindu bak n umi (dn tak dilupakan gemok jugak). it just, bila la lagikan kau nak duduk dekat luar rumah ? hahaha.
padahal dekat nilai dulu tiap2 minggu balek. itupon sebab rumah hanya 10 min je dr nilai. mmg gila la kau tak balek la kaan? ahaha.

not to mention, the accommodations here is better than nilai, so why bother to go home every week ?
haha.
ala, dulu dh selalu balik. so, ape kata sekarang try rasa mcm budak perantau. baru challenging kan? hehee.

since there is not much work yet.. i always ended up sleeping. -_-"
tapi aku tak nak tido lagi. sebab esok takde kelas lansung, except mahallah briefing at 2 tmorrow.

and it seems all my frens enjoying calling my new nickname 'cik garam', kalau tak kenapa mereka guna kan?
hahaha.
entahlah, i just can laugh my head off when you guys did call me by that nickname.

one more thing, i just don't get it, and i just can't understand it.
the moment this one guy know i already have a boyfriend, he decided don't want to be my friend anymore.
ni yang tak syiok ni. i enjoying having a lots of friends and a boyfriend not enjoying having a lots of boyfriends and a friend. -__-"
you should bear that in mind.

entahlah, tlampau banyak sgt yg berlaku. that is why this post kindda bertrabur. coz in my head only God knows how serabut it is.

cheers.

haihh

i reallyreallyreally hate you!

but deep down, i know, i can't deny the fact that i reallyreallyreally REALLY love you.

nak dijadikan cerita.

bak just called me, the way he calls is like an emergency or something.. because he just drop me at uia.
but to turn out,

bak : hello, assalammualaikum.
me: waalaikumusalam. knapa bak?
bak: kamu nk tahu taak?
me: ha?
bak: td time bak ngan umi balek gemok dok depan kete tak nk kasi lalu, nk bunuh diri.
me: -________-"
bak: lpas tu, umi tros turun n bagi makan kat gemok, mngetar-ngetar ekor dye. msti lapaar. ksiaaan.
me: hahaha! gemok2.
bak: ha tu je nk kasi tau. bye. *hung up*
me: cis, update pasal gemok jeee.

-_-"

belom ade idea nk ltak title yg awesome.

today, i decided to go back home.

at first anys want to accompany me, but since her cousin already picked her up yesterday.. i have no choice to become a lone ranger for a while. haha, mcm tak biasa plak.

mula2, naik bas. then lrt, then transit klia smpai salak tinggi. hoho.

okay je. alhamdulillah. oh yeah, i have some pictures! enjooy. ;)

ha ni lah compartment akuu. :))

time ni kne tggu jap sblom masok cac.

inside cac

stage. 

maseng2, hilangkang bosan dn ngantuk.

tatkala briefing, tkoza tros lelap.

saket tngkok wehh dok dpan skali tgok skrin. -_-

alya tak prasaaan. ahahah

 

tkoza's attempt 1

tkoza's attempt 2

 

tkoza's attempt 3

 

yeay, wireless! :D 

*puff babush sdap weh. aku suke*

 

alya paksa amek gamba jugak. -_-

 

sejak aku kasi karipap ri tu, kucing2 ni dh asek tggu aku kat dpan bilik. -___-"

 

lpas habes bai'ahh.

 

syapiqq n situun. :D

library.

 

ahahahahahaha, ni nmpak mcm gelabah gile dok snap abg kat sblah time balek tadi. 

well, i just can't help myself. XD

ok. bye.

ni baru one week, belom 4 taun lagiii

one word, exhausted. 

kalo jalan pi kelas tak berpeluh smpai satu baldi penoh mmg tak sah. 

lg satu, aku tak tau la sape arkitek uia, lawa tu mmg lawa tp aphal la buat lecture hall mcm mmg tak kasi aku nk pi je. tercorok okaaay. 

ntahla, dh tak tau la nk cp apa. 

penat. -_-

ha, bace je. jgn dok tggu2 lagi.

 

kpada yg berkenaan, 

beb, ko tu sape nk ckp macam tu?

aku sndiri pon tak komen apa2 pasal org yg aku tak kenal tau tak.

aku usya kat page kau kate 'islam tu mudah' 

and nk tau tak knapa islam tu susah sekarang? sbb wujudnya insan mcm kau ni. 

and fyi, syafiq yg kau dok panggil beriya-riya tu, ingat kau pon tak. 

tak malu ke? 

bukan nk ckp apa, aku jarang serang2 orang ni. 

tp bile aku terbaca, eh mmg kau saje nk declare war ke apa? 

terus terang aku cakap, 

nak kate aku baik. tak jugak ah. 

nak kate ilmu agama aku tggi, tak jugak ah. 

manusia tak semua sempurna kan. 

but at least, we can try. 

tapi kes mcm kau ni. 

sumpah otak sempit weh. 

maybe salah aku, so, mintak maaf la bebanyak.

tapi serious, aku tak prasan. 

telinga aku ni problem sket. sorry la banyak2. 

entahlah, org mcm kau ni dok gaduh buang masa je. 

kalo ko nk sgt panggil. len kali bangun datang. 

tu nasihat aku la kaan. 

suke hati nak ikot ke tak nk. 

and jangan risau, aku tak akan campak kau masuk ke sungai. 

buat tambah dosa je. 

haha. 

.ai.ai.yu.em.

finally! finally i manage to get in touch with internet! HYEEE INTERNEET! :DD

haha, jakun gila.

akhirnya, ta'aruf week is over.
i don't know about you, but it seems i just don't enjoy the ta'aruf week, tp ok la.

just sit there, listen to all slots. (nasib baik bnda penting, kalo tak mmg whatthefish la kaan)
the ushers attend to show us the long way, pada hal ade je jalan yg dekat. ke mmg korang nk toture kita org kee?
you said, dark socks. grey tu bukan dark kee? -_-"
knapa mesti solat isya' jadi mangsa?

but luckily,
the foods are A+.
comfortable compartment.
wireless = B
tak la mnapak jauh sgt kalau dh dok jalan hari2.
kne bsyukur la kan. U lain ade ke sistem mcm ni ?haha
ade hikmahnye kott.

tu pasal ta'aruf week.
kalo pasal test lagi la kaan, aku boleh fail. -_-
tp ramai bg sokongan. so, ok lah. just go on with it.
(agaknye tak berkat la dok bincang2 time test hari tuu. haha)

library dye best. aku sukeee.

kafe jangan ckp la kan. takde nasi pon takpe. sbb bnyk mknn international. hahaaha.

boleh berexercise. maybe boleh kurus ? amin.

td amek gamba kne bukak spek. mesti mata sepet gilee. -_-

aku nk join kelaas bahasa jeponn! :D

byk lagi aku mau citer. nnt la aku cite okaay?

conclusion, IIUM = awesome.

sebelum berangkat.

well, i'm done with packing. alhamdulillah.

 

banyak kaan? hoho. 

then aku tiba2 tringat time bak main dgn zharif. hehe. lawak, 

and luckily i recorded a video! 

so please enjoy, bak's version of 'tepuk amai - amai' ;)

 

ceh, jernih muka zharif. -_-

• nervous plaak pikir pasaal esokkkkkkkkk!

status

stakat ni 70% packing. huuuu.

lagi2 tag dr syapiqq. hoho

1. apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang?

well, religion will be my best answer.

2. benda terakhir yang korang beli guna duit korang?

ha! beg ntok ltak handphones. :D

3. dimanakah tempat korang akan langsungkan perkahwinan korang dan apakah temanya nanti?

baik dekat rumah sudah, lagi meriah. :D

tema ? hmm.. tak pikir lagi. haha,

4. adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

hehehhehehhehehehhehehehh

*segan nk ngaku*

5. berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

insya-Allah, ada jodoh, smpai akhir hayat. :')

amin.

6. di manakah korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?

tak selalu, tapi stakat ni dkat klcc la.

7. novel/buku/majalah terakhir dibeli?

novel : diary of a wimpy kid.

majalah: remaja

8. apakah nama penuh korang?

siti naimatul salwa mustafa

9. antara mak dan ayah, mana korang lebih mesra?

baaaaak! XD

10. namakan orang yang betul² korang nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?

hmmm. i don't have one in my mind. but, dapat jumpa martha stewart mcm best plak la kaan ?

11. adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

name pon anak dara. hoho

12. dimanakah tempat yang betul2 korang nak pergi?

nippon! XDDDD

13. pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?

err, halal ke haram ?

14. beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang beri tag?

gleek, tesl-ian and kanak2 ribena. :D

15. Lima benda yang paling disayangi dalam hidup anda?

handphones, laptops, books, shoes, bags and of course my clothes.

16. lagu yang paling anda suka dan selalu dengar?

the rasmus - in the shadow

*layan feeling wa ckp lu. HAHAHA*

17. bila tarikh lahir dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?

2nd December 2010

ouhh, time tu kat nilai tapi since hari tu lansung tade kelas, bak n umi bawak jalan2 ke klcc and ampang park. 

(mcm same je dgn tahun ni) HAHAHA. 

and lpas tu lpak alamanda tgok new moon.

18. Lima rakan Blogger yang korang nak tag.

hmm, sape nak amekkk! ;)

lusa weh LUSA!

first, aku tak pack lagi.
second, aku tak beli toiletries lagi.
third, aku tak fotostat lagi. (tp dh isi laah)
fourth, aku mcm malas nk ulang ta'aruf week lg.
fifth, tiba2 aku tak puas main dgn gemok ?
sixth, nervous sgt.
seventh, dh takde intenet laju.
eighth, kelas hari2 habes pkul 7. -_-
ninth, do my face look like a degree student ?
tenth, i'm just not ready yet.

...

speechless.

happy sweet 19, salwa. :)

*with the big smile on my face*
yeaaah, todaaay is my birrrrrrrrrrrthhhhhhdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! XD

hahahahhahahahahgaaahahah.

oh yeah. thanks kepada semua yang wish. sangat2 mnghargainyaa yaaa.
*kalau nk bg hadiah lg plus2 penghargaan* HAHAHA. justkidding.

so, today bak n umi decided to take me jalan2 cari makan.
umi dh bebel suh beli tudung ntuk masok gombak nnt. jd pgi jalan TAR dlu. skjap je. beli ape yg patot. hoho.
then, bak dropped me at british council, dye suh jalan kaki masok klcc.
sbb i'm dying to buy 'the diary of a wimpy kid' jd bak bg duit soh beli sndiri dn lpas tu naik tren jumpa di ampang park.

finally, aku dpt buku. at last. fuuh. sukasuka.

then, bila aku dh on the way nak balik.
serious aku tkejut tiba2 ade org jerit nama aku dkat eskalator. syapiqq, siti dgn ieraa! hahaha.
tjumpa plak mreka yg bru balek dr interview. sumpah excitedd! hahahahahaha. kenangan btoll.

dh habes bcekarama. off to ampang park for lunch. like always, nasi ayam and rojak buah taste superbb!

lpas tu, aku mmg dh tak tahan dgn kegilaah handphone sndiri, aku nk pi repair jugaak,
seksa kott, butang menu phone tak boleh tekan. so, i can't open my inbox, reply and all. i manage to call people je. tp lpas tu lansung dh tak boleh tekan. grrr.

last2 jumpa jgak kdai repair phone. dye ckp 1 jam je.
bak decided to go home first. lpas tu kluar balek sbb nak amek gemok skali. yeaah, gemok finally backk! XD

gemok ni plak satu hal.
bil dye sume rm280. -__-
bak : gemok, kalo mcm ni slalu bankrap ah kami. bg ah pngeras sket.
gemok: meow.

-_________________________-

phone aku dh okaay. but just i know i noticed another problem. bile org call, aku tak dngar ape dye ckp. kalo loudspeaker okaay. tp kalo biasa tak boleeh. SERIOUSLYWHATTHEHELL.

haha. takpe, aku kuat. ni semua ujian. so, bak baru je pegi dgn phone nak tanye same itu tauke ape pasai itu phone.

what a day huh. *wink*

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jantung panggang ?

huh, penat bru lpas cuci toilet.

hopefully gemok get well before i enter gombak. kalau tak, nak merajuk dgn beliau huh. *amin*

HAHA.

btw, yesterday umi cooks like always. aku kenyang lagi time tu, tapi nk jugak jengah dapor nk tgok umi masak apa. well, there ikan goreng, ikan masak senggang, sayur, and some sort of daging panggang and air asam.

huu, jarang pulak umi masak daging panggang. selalunye ikan panggang. well, it looks very tempting and all.
jadi aku mrasa la satu sambil cicah dgn air asam. ok sedaap gila.
tp memandangkan aku kenyang lagi. tak dpt nk join lunch dgn bak n umi.

so, aku mkn la ptg sikit.

disebabkan daging panggang tu umi hiris nipis2, so aku makan la ala2 jepun la kan dgn chopstick, nasi dlm mangkuk bagai.
(to eat as if i'm a japanese is not a crime okay. itu adalah salah satu hobi fevret aku.) HAHAH.
kdg2 puas hati dapat mlakukan sbgituu. XD

ok, bact to the point.
so, mmg best la mkn nasi with nasi panggang and sayur plus air asam. mmg syiook.

sedang ku menikmati keenakan masakan umi yang tercinta, bak sat beside me, lalu die makan pau.
(there some pau on the table, and i didn't know where it come from)

bak : ceh, perasan habes la makan style jepun tu?
aku : best ape.
bak : kebendanya, mkn dgn chopstick. buat seksa jiwa lapar je makan sikit2.
aku : hahaha. bak, sdap la daging panggang ni.
bak: daging panggang?
aku: ha yelah, yg wa mkn ni ha.
bak: err, tu jantung panggang.
aku: *tertelan terus*

aku tak suke makan organ dalaman. tak kisah lah ayam ke lembu ke kambing ke, when it comes to organ dalaman. urghhh.
but jantung, i'll make an exception la kot? HAHA,
amacam? korang enjoy ke organ dalaman ?