curiosity can kill ya know?

tu lah nak sgt tau kan dh mnyesal?

ya Allah, give me patience. amin.

manja overdose.

 

this is my lil brother, call him ajid. 

*muka konon2 mcm jejaka hensem matang la*

i used to hate him cause he's like to cry a lot. 

(even for unnecessary things. believe me, that time he really annoys me. BIG TIME) 

biasa la, time kecik mesti keje dengki kan. aku kuat buli budak nih. HAHA. 

sejak dh matang ni, takdelah dengki2. die pon dh stop lah cengeng die tuhh. haha. 

stakat berkejar tarik seluar tu slalu ._.v

rindu plak pada beliau. 

mother-daughter bonding.

since aku dah mnganggur kembali, mmg umi manfaatkan lah aku dekat rumah.

basuh baju sidai baju angkat baju lipat baju tu dh masak sangat.
basuh pinggan lagilah kan.
tolong dkat dapur, ha mmg umi tak lepaskan aku kalau aku dh masok zone dapur. tak kisah lah dry kitchen ke wet kitchen. haha.
sapu sampah, walopon liat (aku mmg malas kalau bab aktiviti luar rumah ni) kalau bak dh guna blackmail tactic die mcm2..nak tak nak kene la bganjak luar tu.

dengan bak, mmg senang je nak bonding. bak rajin becerita (most of the time cerita die la banyak. heheh)

dengan umi ni, nak kene tggu mood cool, chill bru boleh masok gear bonding.
mcm tadi. time tgh goreng kuih ros.

nak buat kuih ros ni senang. cuma satu je. yes, only one thing.

patience.

sebab apa? kau kne bteleku hadap kuali tanpa jemu berjam-jam. nak control api lg. jgn kasi hangus lg. eh mmg tempah kesabaran la aku cakap kau. haha. tp bukan ni main point skang.
tgh syiok pandang kuali, kalau dh lelama tu mmg start la berborak dgn umi.
time ni je lah bonding. time yg paling sesuai. time bile bak tak kacau. time bila just aku dgn umi je.
kau ingat senang ke nak buat bonding cenggini dgn umi aku. dh la segarang2 umat. hehe.
tp sjak aku dh 20 ni, takdelah die nak garang sgt. tp kalau tenung org macam laser tu affective lg la bg aku.

anyways, td umi bukak cerita pasal kahwin.
(ni akan terjadi kalau mood beliau terlebih baik ya wahai sekalian)
ntah, kblakangan ni umi dok cakap pasal baitul mukmin. riso jgak aku. HAHA.
umi pesan,
'wa, kau nnt nak laki elok sembahyang dgn ngaji tu jgn tggal. tak tggal, elok kau ikot. tuhan bg elok la. ingat pesan umi tu.'
aku just sengih je la. and aku bukak la mcm2 cerita. aku rase dh takde rahsia. bak je la yg tak tau apa-apa skang ni.
TAPI, aku tak bgtau pon umi yg aku dh ade boyfren lagi. (or, the guy that i  was telling her is my boyfren)
jadi aku buatlah soalan cepumas.

'umi, kalau wa dh habis blaja nnt, wa bgtau umi dgn bak yg wa dh ade boyfren, agak2 umi marah tak?'

'buat apa nak marah, umi dh tau kan? just tggal nk bgtau bak je.'

and i was like, 'whathehell, she knew? all this time aku buat muke toye semua, umi tau? UMI DAH TAUU?!'
tapi konfem2 lah tu aku just bkata dlm hati. gile apa aku nak mcm tu. aku diam je la. haha.

conclusion : umi dah advanced skang. hahaha.

wei.

get a grip will ya?

there's a lot of options to choose.

woooooooooooooooooooooooahhhhhhhhhhhh.

after saw it at iwa's fb pic, someday i'll try this thing. *muka tekad*

 

cool kaan? 4 tingkat punye slide. 

 

harga pon bukan calang-calang lah. haha.

i just can't stand it.

 

aphaaaaaaal comeeeeeeeeeeel sangaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! 

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

nostalgia.

semalam, bila lepak2 dengan nazif aiman, die boleh bukak cite anime2 dulu.
mcm mana aku boleh lupa?

vandread, sakura wars, galaxy angels, ranma 1/2, ayashi no ceres, legend of condor heroes.. byk lg dh tak terkluar dh ape yg aku listkan smalam. haha, kau mmg terbaik la maaan!

(alya kate aku ni dh mcm otaku. -_-)

terus aku tringat one of the opening song yg aku suke gegila dulu, anime the legend of condor hero.

yuu - NoR

mou doko ni mo ikitakunai yo zutto kimi o daiteitai kotoba nakushite mo karadajuu de kanjite KOKORO de naite waratte	i don't want to go anywhere i want to hold you in my arms forever even without words, feel with your body cry and smile with your heart
itsuka tobitateru hi ga kuru made kimi wa sou sono mama de ii yo soba de waratte atashi no namida agetai kimi ga nakeru you ni	until the day you can at last fly it's all right to stay the way you are i want to smile beside you and give you my tears so that you may cry
kimi no koe ga hibiku you ni	so that your voice may be heard

huhu.

dh sampai rumah.

tapi mcm sedih pulak lpas ni lame lagi nak jumpa bebudak ni. -_-"


p/s: henset aku ni mcm nk campak je. dh kritikal tahap ape je dah. aiya.

aku paham. korang mesti rase nak sepak aku skang ni.

okay. aku paham semalam mcm tekad habis gila. mmg drama habis.

err, tapi dh okay balek.

teehee.

k bai.

we are just don't meant for each other then. i guess.

you know what? i'm so shocked that i laughed and cried at the same time.

i laughed because its funny to think that how coward you really are.

i cried because its like the pain in the ass to think that i believe you all this time.

i'm just pathetic, for not realizing the signals. i'm sorry.

but i have to thank you.
for letting me facing a very memorable experience. i do, i really do.

you broke your promise. (like you care, kan?)

and its just ironic enough that we broke up on 18 may, since our anniversary is on 18 march and our first date together is on 18 september. (used to)

anyways, all the best in your life..and i guess this will be the last thing i wrote about you.





just for you.

mcm same je.

mmg sekarang ni musim kecewa ke?


tension plak aku. ceh.

the ugly truth.

if you didn't remember me when you're happy or sad,
it's either you're thinking of someone else or i'm just not important to you anymore..

ya Allah, please grant me patience. amin.

salah satu sebab kenapa aku suka ke dapur.

peach cobbler :3

wake up call.

after a looongg silence..

i'm realized that i'm actually run away from problems.
it's stupid. pathetic. coward.

i should just face it. running away will never ends it anyway.

so, bring it on. face me.

aku dah buat keputusan. muktamad.

i'm off to jementah tomorrow. 

i think its a good time to be away from this complicated messy life thingy for a while.  

aku dah penat serabut2 ni, nak ngadu pon gemok pon dh tade. at least kat jementah tu banyak la kucing2 ngan anak ayam yg boleh aku ajak main kejar2. HAHAHA. gile je.

bila balik? tak tau lagi. 

kalau aku ade pun, tak ade pun, takde bezanya. 

oh yea, sape yang tak tau jementah tu kat mana.. jementah is somewhere in johor. 

k bai. 

alhamdulillah la aku tak kene repeat apa2.

tahniah le yg dapat dean2 list tu.

aku mcm ni je. siap umi bebel lagi. ni yang nak lari masok tandas ni.
haha. bongok je.

well, ni baru first sem. baru nak jinak2. insya-Allah i'll upgrade my pointer next year. amin.

aku : umi, takpe! next sem org naikkan lagi pointer! kome jangan plak sakit jantung nnt.
umi: ah banyak la kau, dulu kau cakap mcm tu jugak.
bak: HAHA.

T.T

so won't you be my honeybee?

love,
i don't need those things,
i don't need no ring,
i don't need anything,
with you and me,
coz in your company,
i feel happy oh so happy and complete.


(kina grannis - valentine)