my friends always ask me,
'salwa, kenapa kau tak nak satu bilik dengan classmate ke member ke?'
my answer would be (and always be),
'sebab aku memang nak mcm tu.'
to be brought up as the only child taught me that spending time alone is kindda fun actually. coz no one will disturb you. kau boleh melalak, tgok movie sambil emosi sensorang, gelak mcm org gila, and yada yada. come on, mcm la korang tak pnah mcm tu bila sensorang? haha.
itu point pertama.
point kedua, dulu time aku sangat la innocent dan naive (and still am, hahahhaha) to be in the same room with your classmate/bff/org yang kau kenal adalah sgt best. yelah dah biasa sensorang sekali kau dpt la pulak org teman kau lpas ni kan.
mmg best. pi makan sama2, pi kelas sama2, pi musolla sama2, mandi sama2, tido seblah2 la, pi prep sama la.
sekali ada konflik. bgaduh la pulak.
this is the most torturing part,
kau dah la tgh sakit hati dgn dia. bangun2 muka dia, tido muka dia. nak pi mkn muka dia, nak pi kelas pon nak hadap muka dia. tak peaceful lansung. dah la nak reda tu pon ambik masa yang lama.
so, i've learnt my lesson.
aku nak at least masuk bilik yg roomate dia aku tak kenal sebab time tulah aku ada quality time alone. nak buat deep thinking. belajar. muhasabah diri ke *cewah*, nak hujan in style pon best jugak, melalak ke. haha. baru balance. baru ada privacy.
so yeah, get the picture?
ni belum cerita etika bersama roomate lagi.. hoho. okbai.